I wrote a check today to pay off some debt on purpose. A few people already know about the check before I told them.

If something happens to me or anyone I care about as was threatened to me. All of the bullys and the data will be shared.
Be kind, and most of all love one another. Let those struggling live in peace and freedom.
God Bless.

Right on the line of bullying and a joke. Like everything else. I must be drawing conclusions.

One of the paths of healing is through nature. I just watched a beautiful butterfly float along and land near the pond. It was so peaceful and represented kindness and love in a beautiful way. #blessed in trials.

Looking forward to some therapy today, helps to build me up for the next round of bullying, that I will document.

Don't worry, I am kind and loving. I forgive and move on with my life. But not everyone else is that way.

I am sick of being bullied by everyone around me. Do you think I was just sitting there taking it up the ass? It is all documented.
Kindness and Love. My story will be told. Those kind will shine, those unkind will know it and wish they had been.

Yup, that felt good. All better now.

To future generations, never be a people pleaser, you are selling out. There is so much more. Stop being afraid. It is hard. They will pull you back.

To future generations. When you get married. Have separate finances. This will prevent the other for blaming. If one of you wants to buy something expensive, go ahead, but they have to pay for it.

Yeah, let's trigger someone's panic attack and watch what happens. Brilliant

Foolish but maybe not. Maybe people just don't know what the thoughts are and how people react.
Or maybe they know how someone will react and are watching and laughing at the puppet.
If so, I have no need for those people in my life. They will be in ny past and not in denver

This is much better than mass texting a bunch of people

Sorry but this is me coping and getting out the emotions and thoughts I bury deep down. I wanted them saved forever. Maybe they are useful.
Oh, and all the bullys in the world can go listen to some soft talki6and maybe they will change.

Bad day, bad day, bad day.

The answer? Power and Control.
The opposite of Love.

For example why would anyone have to apologize for a panic attack?
Why can't I post on Facebook if you are frustrated with a city policy.
Who gets to say what should or shouldn't be done, in the context of nobody is hurt.

Let people have the data they request. Do you want to help people? If someone is asking for something within reason and they have had multiple bad coincidences happen to them, just do the reasonable thing and get the data.

If someone is struggling with paranoia, don't call them paranoid, don't tell them the situation is. Let them explain it. Then start with diagnostic tests and fact finding. Allow the person to interview those they suspect with a third party.

I was a people pleaser, I am trying not to be. But when the consequences are so high, how can I not. If you think I am paranoid or delusional just give me a pill and then leave me alone. WITH MY FREEDOM.

They don't understand I want my freedom. I want my choices. How can I not have panic when my choices are removed. And if my freedom is threatened I will do whatever anyone says to keep it.

At least I did it quietly this time. Nobody gets me.
There is no box for me.
Everyone can draw conclusions but me. I have to talk perfectly but others can make mistakes and change what they said.
I am not perfect, I never will be.
I will not quit.
I may move to Denver.

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